[Verse]
Cold outside, but your hands warm me up
Snow falling around me, it melts me away
These thoughts of loss just kill me
Nightmares in my head, I curse them always
Miraculously sane, though I don't believe in miracles
Feeling shattered lying at home at 5 am
Searching for you everywhere with my eyes, I miss you
This distance between us makes love stronger
[Verse]
So many pills in me – forgetting who I am
Tired of problems, leave me alone
I'll kill myself, 'cause my life isn't worth shit
I'll kill myself, 'cause I'm not worth a damn
Days pass, I rot in my room
Oh, how I wish I could be in your warmth
I wish I could be beside you
But once again I drown myself in poison
[Verse]
How long can I go on without you? (Go on without)
I don't know how long, but I drink to the bottom
I drink, believe me there's nothing to lose (Nothing to lose, to lose)
Run away, don't remember (No)
Don't remember those times
In me is the drug, but it's temporary
But it's temporary, I need time, yeah
I need time, yeah, but you know that I
I'm a clown on stage, writing a terrible song
In which we aren't meant to be together
I'm uninteresting, delete and cleanse
I fear skyscrapers, and you fear entrances
[Chorus]
Cold outside, but your hands warm me up
Snow falling around me, it melts me away
These thoughts of loss just kill me
Nightmares in my head, I curse them always
Miraculously sane, though I don't believe in miracles
Feeling shattered lying at home at 5 am
Searching for you everywhere with my eyes, I miss you
This distance between us makes love stronger